EXAM ABES!!!

dah lame gak ak x update blog ak nih.bajet busy study for the final exam la.hari ni dah abes exam!!!yay.tp exam bio td mmg susah gles cakap kau.bnyk gak yg ak xtau.baru padan muke slalu ponteng klas.soklan susah pasal bnyk sgt application.bg ak kertas bio la yg plg susah antare sume kertas.cuak gak kalo xdpt a.kertas yg kedua cibai cket chemistry.bnyk klua pasal organic chem.haha..klua lak pasal amine yg mmg ak x bace.markah bnyk lak kat ctu so pasrah je la.jawab ikot logik jer.haha..

the end of the final exam also means that my life in this stupid university is coming to an end.ak jeles gak ngan membe2 matrix atau u laen pasal kalo klua sedeh tp ak heppi gle.haha..it means there are nothing special to be remembered here.i don't even know my lecturer's name but i donno why,sometimes they recognized me especially my english lecturer.maybe bcoz my presentation skill is good.bajet baguz lak.

tonight me n my frens will have our last night together.hehe..kalo bukan pasal u ni aku rase sedih kot nk klua.walopon hidop tu hancuz bcoz of this sucks uni,i still want to find the good quality of this uni.by far yg aku blaja aku rase jadik racist adela kat cni.this is all the things that i want to say rite now i think.let bygone be bygone n i hope my future is not in this uni again.haha..

STUDY LA

haha,xtau pesal borink gile skang padahal bnyk gile bende nk kene study for this final exam.ni la first time ak rase exam nk dekat gles babis tapi bnyk gle nk kene study lg.tension shial.haha...skang ni ngah ade satu mende jer dlm otak,abes foundation next week n i will say goodbye to this university eternally...(harap2 la).haha....dh tensen tahap gaban dh dok cni smpi mmg dh xterkate dlm luahan titipan bicara kalam suare ape kejadah aku merepek ak xtau.final exam ni jugak penentu segale2nye.wether ak layak wat medic or not...

truthfully ak xkesah sgt dpt medik ke x dn kalo pike balek,betol ke ak nk wat medic?ak mmg pemalas tahap anjheng so kadang2 ak pike gak,nape ak nk sgt wat medic?ak mmg minat tp ak malas nk blaja.xsanggup ak pegang buku tuk lg 5 taun.kalo medic tu blaja 3 taun xpe la jugak.ak lg prefer keje skang carik experience bukak bisnes then bukak la ape2 bisnes pon.cam2 lg best.aku pun tgh wat resolution nak try carik keje tetap yg baguz cuti nnt n kalo ok,ak nk stop study n keje je...korang maybe fikir budak stret a1 blaja bagos2 dh nk stop study.cam bangang je budak ni.tapi salah ke?bg ak cambez.haha...

ak pun tgh fike gak nk wat ape kalau xdpt buat medic.stakat ni result exam ak ok cket la.chance nk sambung medic tu 50-50 la jugak.aku pun tgh fiker back up plan kalau xdpt smbg medic.yg keje tu mustahil boleh carik keje best kalo blaja pon smpi spm jer.ak piker nk apply jadik cikgu.cambest gak.ak mengidam gak nk jadik cikgu fizik tyme skola dulu.xpon jadik kauselor ke...haha...anyway,yg bace blog ak doakan la tuk kejayaan ak...bg aku kite jadik ape bile besar nnt tu xpenting,xsemestinye jadik doktor atau engineer tu baguz.yg penting U ARE THE BEST OF WHAT U DO.tu bg ak yg paling penting skali.

pathetic life in aimst part2

kat cni competition study mmg cam cibai.jpa skolers cine india bukan calang2.majoriti stret a1 tu.xkire lg cine india yg xdpt skoler,ade gak stret a1 cam housemate ak.ak rase bdk2 stret a1 ad lbh 50 org kot kat cni.pas2 ditambah lg student foundation ni lak ad yg repeat n ade yg dh amek stpm.umur plg tua amek foundation ni 23 thn!amek kau.student foundation lak overall ade dkt 800 org n seat medic ade 150 je.kalau korang,korang down x?

ak mmg dh malas dh nak fiker dpt buat medic ke x.kalau dpt syukur la.dengan lecture berpuluh2 x pegi mmg cam xde harapan je.haha...kwn2 ak yg laen lak dh buat back up plan.ramai apply diploma uitm tuk intake akan dtg ni.ak pun kadang2 fikir balek jugak,kwn2 ak ni sume best student kat skola dulu,tp mase depan tu cam musnah pasal masuk u ni!aku pun tanak salahkn diorg jugak psl aku pun jadik down psl masuk u ni jugak.kalau ade cine india bace post ak ni please read it with open mind ok.i admit we malay boys here are fuck up.jangan ingat ak xtau yg korang ade kutuk kitorang blakang2 tp buat donno je la kan.tanak explain detail pasal ni.

ni exam final ak nk dekat dh.juz about 1 week left n i still have a lot more to revise.ditambah dengan x pegi lecture n tutorial esp math(lbeh sebulan xpegi).also study kat cni make u know the darkness of life.haha...korang kalau study mesti kalau xtau jumpe kawan ke,xpun study ramai2 ke.ak kat cni juz alone.bukak buku sengsorang je.x mcm kat skola ngan pasum dulu.kalo teringat.mmg sedeh gak la.not so much people i can refer n trust me,u'll hate it.kalau kat skola dulu ak suke blaja pasal tgk org laen blaja,kat cni lak sume muke nk mati je.haha...tu xde mood tuh.

let's talk bout exam lak.final ni bio ade 27 chapters,chemistry 11 chapters.math 10 chapters n physics 16 chapters!!carry marks 50%!!!cam shial kan.it means even if u r very good in term 1 n term 2 if u fuck up this exam,everything ruins.haha...suke betol ak.term3 ni plak la yg ak plg bengong+xbetol.doakan la tebukak pintu hati ak nk study blaja elok2.ni korang agak2 kalau ak xlepas poundation ni ak nk pegi mane?u ak ni baru so still xrecognized widely kat u in malaysia.to make it simple,kalau xlepas aku kene la keje mac d sepenuh mase.haha...bez gak kan.dpt kawen awal.



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pathetic life in aimst part 1

at last,dapat gak ak citer pasal ak punye life kat pathetic u ak ni.for those who doen't know.aimst is situated kat utara sane,kat kedah.nk tau detail tgk la laman web die.die punye iklan bilboard merate2 kat kl ngan lebuhraye kalo korang prasan la.overall ak rate u ak ni 1/10.haha..depends ap yg korang nak pasal this u is very suitable kalau nk study pasal the place is remote n surrounded with nature.ak mmg xsuke blaja so ak xsuke la.xnak jadi racist but this place has only around 100 malays n laki melayu is only about 20 overall.ak rase la.batch ak lak ad 10 org je laki melayu n mostly jpa skolers la.so overall a fuck up place.
idop mmg dipenuhi tensionan yg teramat.borink nk mampos pas2 ditambah kwn2 yg cket gle babi.cine india mmg btol2 rajen n skema so rimas gak tgk diorg.mostly pon bukan jenis socialistic.ak mmg benci lecture ngan tutorial psl xbez langsung.ak xdpt buat lawak bodo,gelak2,sembang2 ngan kwn sebelah malah sumtimes feeling discriminte pon ade.ak xdpt buat ag cam ak buat tyme kat pasum ngan skola dulu.kalau ak teringat zaman dulu mmg siyes ak sedeh la.that's why ak mmg jarang gle g klas psl ak mmg benci n fed up.ak rase purate ak g klas everyday sejam je kot.tu pon ak antare plg rajen banding ngan member2 ak yg laen.ad yg x g klas lbeh 2 bulan.dapat warning letter lbeh dr 5x.tp nasik dh jadi bubur,nk buat camne.kalau nk klua lak kene bayar jpa around rm20k.haha..ak jugak banyak blaja sendiri je kat cni psl mmg slalu ponteng lecture.result mmg bnyk kantoi gak sebenanye.ape nk jadik ak pon xtau la.seriously ak dh xkesah ap nak jadik.kalau dapt buat medic dapatla,xdapt sudah.bnyk ak nk ckp sebenanye psl u ak ni so ak smbg nnt kat part 2.ape2 pon doakanlah untuk ak...

my very first post

ak mmg dh lama nk buat blog tapi malu nak kata xberapa nak reti sangatlah.free time kat u ni plak telampaulah bnyk(psl x g klas sebenanye).kenape ak pileh tajuk blog ak 'how u see the world' pasal ak ad interest yg tesangat tinggi about why people behave in such manners.ak tau people have different views of life and that makes me even more excited to know what makes some people has very strong will n determination while others sometimes easily quit.ak xtau camne nak buat blog ak ni feymes but as long as eyes can see,so live my blog.chewwah.anyone have any ideas on improving my blog bgtau la kat facebook ak ke.yg bace blog ak ni plak i'm very grateful bcoz ak mmg xtau camne nk bwat orang bace blog ak.

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baru blaja nk bwat blog.sedeh kan.